I AM STILL ALIVE.

and I haven't been abducted by aliens yet

WARNING: HUGE PICTURES ARE HUGE

( HERE, HAVE SOME PICTURES OF ALASKA )

PERSONA FOR THE PSP

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I HAS IT

It's the collector's edition and came with a two disc soundtrack woo.  I'm honestly not all that into the art though, but meh, it's the very first Persona game ported to the PSP so I'm not going to complain too much.

David sent me some expensive herbal tea for my birthday =O plus an absolutely adorable stuffed cheetah and a letter:

Every year I post this image on my birthday because this is exactly how I feel, albeit less excited than this guy. Anyway, 22 hoo-rah all that stuff.

I'm sitting here waiting for my recruiter to open his office. He's late -_- but I am entertained, there is an Army guy outside on the phone losing his mind on someone, complete with "Imma fuck you up" hand gestures and angry pacing. Haha yes.

Omg hurry up dude I have to pee ;A;

Rofl, David woke me up this morning by sending me a cheesy poem he wrote:

Rainy Sunday morning
People go about their lives
I just sit here on this bench
Watch as they pass by
Some might say it's sad
But it isn't true
Because this lonely poet
Is sitting here
Thinking happily of you

AWWWWW what a goober <3 He's so cute. He told me once he liked to corner old people when they're testing their blood pressure at those machines and strike up a conversation because they can't get away XDDD <3

Anyway

You know how you can tell if someone is older than they look or not by looking at their hands? Well, my hands look old as shit D: They're all wrinkly and dry and just ick.

Can't believe I'm going to be 22 Wednesday e_e

Now that I'm back home I don't want to leave ;A;

LAST NIGHT MOTHERFUCKERS.

I GET TO SLEEP IN MY OWN BED TOMORROW.

In other news, I'm not going to finish my antibiotics anymore, I puked today after I ate lunch and then again while I was making dinner. It's completely murdering the bacteria in my stomach and intestines and since my tests came back negative anyway I really don't need to take them. It still sucks I don't know why my foot keeps hurting, I'm pretty sure it's another stress fracture, but I'm going to wait to get a bone scan when I get to my base.

Anyway, hope I can get at least SOME sleep tonight.

COMING HOME WOOOOOO

Look at the sexy sexy icon Mel made for me. THANK YOU MEL. It's my new default.

I don't have anything worthwhile to post about except for this icon.

I'LL BE HOME IN 12 DAYS HOORAH

My least favorite day of the week is Monday because I HATE WEARING MY BLUES. And my favorite day is Friday, despite the 4am PT because it signals the start of the weekend.

In other news I met my sponsor from Alaska. She's going to be taking care of me, basically. Awesome. She told me that about the time I get up there the days will be night all the time and that it'll be 30-40 degrees. Jesus christ. This year they had 18 inches of snow in April ALONE. *cries* And I think Reinhart and I are getting an apartment up there because the dorms just aren't going to work out for us, even though we were going to be suitemates anyway rofl. Her sponsor and mine are both going to look into it so sweet.

For some reason I am so not in the mood to talk to people right now. I think it's my birth control. Ugh. Dad called and I basically told him "I don't feel like putting the effort into having a conversation with anybody right now." I feel really really bad but I can't bring myself to pick up the phone and call him back. I'm going to go back to my room here in a but to take a shower and maybe I'll feel like talking by then. I doubt it though =/ I'm really short tempered right now and my head is pounding, plus I'm having hot flashes. I think it's because of my fucking staph infection (NO, NOT STEPH INFECTION BECAUSE I KNOW SOME OF YOU FUCKERS ARE THINKING THAT). I really need to go back to the doctor about it but I don't feel like walking to the clinic. It hasn't spread or anything so I think I'll be okay till next week. I think I'm going to go to Lackland this weekend with Reinhart since she's not allowed to leave base except to go there (all part of that drama that happened a few weeks ago). I think Harrison is going to tag along as well.

Anyway, my plane gets into Louisville at 2030 and then there's a two hour drive to Evansville (probably shorter since mom is going to speed lol). I'll be back in my own bed around 0030 or so.


19 days and a wakeup

My computer is in Houston. I won't get it till Monday ;A; I was hoping to have it for the weekend u.u

Going to be a boring ass weekend, yay. Well boring and drama free for me at least, I don't care about anyone else. Except maybe Reinhart, but her original drama is still going on. Secrets secrets.

Anyway, FLCL time I think?

I am so fucking tired.

So a lot of shit has happened in the past couple days that I'm not allowed to talk about (I'm going to tell a few people, mainly Steph, Mel and Lauren but not over the interwebs, yay phones) but I'm ready for it to be over, honestly. I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail my test tomorrow because of all this stress, I'm going to vainly try to study.

Plus I'm depressed. Everyone I know is in a relationship and I feel kinda lonely. No surprise. Since my joke of an engagement I've just been all *sadface* all over the place and part of me is ready for another relationship but I don't want to jump right into one again, I'd rather be friends first. Then again that takes a long time to really get to know someone, and that's what I want to do before anything goes further. But I don't want to wait that long ugh. Whatever.

Plus a married man wants to have an affair with me and I'm all kinds of uncomfortable with that :( I've already told him I'm not interested in a booty call and that he's married for a reason and he needs to stop being an asshole. I don't know what else to do beyond that.

Also MY COMPUTER SHIPPED, YAY. Can't wait to get it >D

I FINALLY BOUGHT A LAPTOP. WOOHOO. It should be here in a few days, ordered it at Best Buy. It's a Toshiba =x Can't wait to get it hfisrvvfkdlrhvbdjsbvdj

So, I'm just doing this cause I'm bored:

Ask me anything about anything. It can be personal, or just a random question, I don't care. Entertain me.

Uh...Bleach omg. UKITAKE WAAAAAH

BUT SHINJI OMG SKDJFGSKjdgfhjfdg

Uh, nothing much else to report with me. School is so boring and I'm so homesick it's not even funny. I can't wait til I can talk to Mel on the phone when she gets back, I need someone sane to talk to. There was so much drama going on that I feel like screaming but after today everything should be back to normal.

Ummmm, I have an insane crush on two of my Master Sergeants D: I thought it was rank at first but Victoria confirmed that she though they were hot too so it wasn't just me, lol.

OH MY GOD I CAN'T WAIT TO GRADUATE. 57 DAYS KJFSHGAKSJDGHKJFDSHG I can't wait to go home ;A;

It is so freakin HOT down here. 108 the other day holy fuck. Every Tuesday and Thursday we have to stand at retreat while they lower the flag and it so fucking hot outside all of us are sweating and it's just so gross. We're out there for like 10 minutes. Stupid military ceremonies.

BUUUUT I think I'm going down to the beach on Saturday with Reinhart and Zemanek and possibly Bass and Smith. Brian's gonna be driving us so it'll be fun. We're gonna be down there all freakin day and it's going to be amazing. I'm not sure if we should just go to Corpus or go to South Padre. South Padre would be a bit more expensive but tomorrow is payday and none of us have anything better to do so *shrug*

I was told today by the Colonel in charge of the Aerospace Medicine School that we're going to be deployed to the middle east at some point. Part of me already knew that but to have it confirmed is kind of like a wow. I'm not quite sure how I feel about it =/ It's not usually for very long and we're only going to be doing inspection of certain facilities but still D: I'm not going to tell my mom because she's going to flip her shit.

Oh, I'm going up to Tinker AFB to visit a friend of mine before I come home so I'll be home two days later than planned, instead of Wednesday I'll be home that Friday. David is so depressed that he's stationed at Tinker but now he's all excited I'm coming to visit him so it'll be worth those few extra days of leave. Won't be flying to Alaska till October 3rd or so anyway, plus I get two weeks free leave because I'll be working at my recruiter's office when I get back. :D

AUGH CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME.

Oh, I have some pictures from Staff Sergeant Delacruz's promotion party. He got promoted to Technical Sergeant so we had a little celebration:


First the taping on of his fake stripes, lol. On the left is Farless, one of the kids that lives with us in the dorm, and on the right is Master Sergeant Weber (you can guess where this is going).

Aaaaaaaand theeeeeeen:

The traditional "love tap". He took it like a man.

And as for Sergeant Weber, all I have to say is



and I'm spent XD

AND YES MEL, I ALREADY KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO SAY, LEAVE MY OLD MAN FETISH ALONE.

I guess I can only make a certain length post on my phone. Anyway, read the post below this first.

-info for epidemiological surveys. We'll be in charge of deciding what goes into the next year's vaccine. It won't be exclusively my job though (hopefully) D:

AAAAANYWAY going to Wally World to pick some stuff up then to help Smith with the party.

RANDOM: thank you birth control, for my new boobs. I like them very much despite them being sore.

Despite being in the military I don't pop a huge boner for the 4th of July like a lot of people do. Also hence the belated post, cause I don't really give two shits about it other than getting a three day weekend. With that being said, I got so drunk on friday, I still think I'm hungover. The squadron is having a fish fry today and we're making a massive slip'n'slide in the back. It's going to be awesome.

Also, officially not engaged anymore, and yes, I was for a short time. Shouldn't suprise anyone that I don't do the whole engagement thing. I don't even know why I said yes. Oh well.

Anyway, I kind of found out what part of my job is going to be in Alaska. Elmendorf is a sentinel base, which means we're one of 6 bases that does influenza research to try and predict what strain is going to make people sick so we put the right strain in the vaccines. This year if you guys get a flu shot, it's going to have three strains, H5N1 (avian flu), H1N1 (swine flu) and influenza B. I'll probably be helping gather